

I ruined my best friend. I love him. I know I love him, but I’ve buried it and killed it so that my love can’t even stand up anymore. I did it without realizing how I would hurt him in the process. And I wish he could know, if I was stronger, we would be together, but I’m not. I have to love someone else, it’s my fate. My duty. it’s what is better for me in this situation. Why am i so selfish? Why have I hurt him so irreparably…
… so why does this bother me so much?
(Source: sirheisenberg, via incurablehuman)