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I'm A Jerk

I ruined my best friend. I love him. I know I love him, but I’ve buried it and killed it so that my love can’t even stand up anymore. I did it without realizing how I would hurt him in the process. And I wish he could know, if I was stronger, we would be together, but I’m not. I have to love someone else, it’s my fate. My duty. it’s what is better for me in this...

May 14th

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May 14th

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May 11th

May 4th

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May 1st

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I'm not really the jealous type...

… so why does this bother me so much?

Apr 29th

Apr 19th

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Apr 19th

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Apr 18th

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#lonely #nothing #invisible #shouldntcare

Apr 17th

Making someone invisible is the worst punishment...

YET AGAIN I don’t know why you’re not talking to me but seem fine with everyone else. I can’t keep up with this it tears me apart.

Apr 17th

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Apr 16th

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Apr 16th

Blogut: [You need patience in love] →

blogut: You need patience in love and impatience, too, light but leave room for shadow, too. The old pine knows this, tall, in the courtyard who has seen through the windows the strange installations of irons and ironing boards posters fashionable till yesterday and has stopped the flight of loves…

Apr 12th

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Apr 11th

What is love? (baby don't hurt me)

Love is robust concern for another individual. It does not need a reason, and rarely does it actually have one. But love, in a romantic sense, is an illusion. A necessary one. When we love someone, we need it to be special, so special that we feel there is no possible way we will feel the way we feel when we are with them ever again. Without this illusion, there is no distinction between one...

Apr 11th

“here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the...”

Apr 10th

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You know the boy that everyone gets mad at after the breakup because he hurt the girl because he just didn’t love her, as much as he wanted to it just wasn’t love for him? I’m afraid that will be me…

Apr 10th

I still love you. I don’t have all the answers, and I probably never will, but I never believed in love the way I did when i was with you. I never believed in soul-mates, or sacrifice. I never believed in anything outside of myself. It doesn’t seem right to give all of that up… But what I’m doing now isn’t US. It isn’t everything I learned to trust, it’s...

Apr 10th

Not Judging

When you go out and dance with strange men, I worry. I don’t judge. When you push your plate aside and lie and say you’re full, I worry. I don’t judge. When you kiss strangers and drink alcohol, I worry. I don’t judge. This isn’t you. This isn’t good. This is scary, and the fact that you think I’m judging you is so terrifying because I know you...

Apr 7th

Apr 5th

Proverbs 31 Woman

I want to be the Proverbs 31 woman. Someone who is: Strong willed but tender hearted Firm but gentle & kind Credible/Reputable - not merely a “talker” but a “do-er” Compassionate; heart for the poor Wise - speaking words that build people up & not tear people down a loving, supportive, considerate, helpful wife Fearing the Lord a mother that brings up Godly children crazy...

Apr 3rd

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